She never asked me once about the wrong I’ve done
Just if I wanted to need somebody like she did
Answers to questions I’ve never thought of
But I remember praying for an angel
When I couldn’t convince my brain to tell my heart to beat anymore
My hands clean but my white tee blood stained
Fist fighting w my demons
The butterfly in me wouldn’t allow the bee to lose
So I know your existence was meant for somebody like me
A red eyed teddy bear just clean enough for my checked past to not matter
Many times I’ve wrote about praying for you
Maybe more than myself because you saved me
Forgiveness over pride
Less pressure more faith
You taught me that
Because I know I hurt you one time or another
But you walked thru your own heart just for me
Stomach empty, hands trembling & your eyes flashing a no vacancy sign w every blink
For that, my love
I will wait on the edge of the earth for you
🦋
yngbuddha 